Lucky me, get to know a LOSER SON OF A BITCH

Recently a very rare, interesting thing happened to me.

A guy i rejected asked back the ipad2 he gave me in February 2012.

Let me see, I'll just randomly name this guy as Alvin.

(If your name happen to be Alvin please forgive me, i dint mean to frame or degrade you it's just that this name suddenly came across my mind)

OMG what a loser, first time in my history this happened to me.

Well, i don't mind returning it to him since his such a materialistic, loser son of a bitch.

But his sense of reasoning is just too overwhelming and stupid.

I was kinda taken back when he states his reasons.

It's so ridiculous that i can't stop myself from sharing it.

Plus his such a rare thing that he should be consider as a national treasure or lock in a zoo or something so people can see and say "Geesh, so this is how a loser look like" or "Don't ever be such a sucker like him"

Why do i say that, you guys just have to read through our chats

This is just a part of our chat, not to mention the messages he sent me through my phone were equally ridiculous as this.

In less than 24 hours he bombarded me by saying i'm greedy, cheater, cheap, etc etc for not returning him ipad.

These are just some of the funny text he sent me:

I make a mistake because let you cheating, try to think yourself.

Now i recall back you are really the greedy person. 

I know you won't return the ipad2 like your ex.

Try to think what's wrong with yourself.

Of course i did a big mistake.

You see just simple. I just want the ipad2 back and forget everything.

I'm too tired to about it. 

He even try to threatened me by saying "I don't wish to say bad things about people"

OMGGGGGGGGG, please save me!!!!! I'm so so so so afraid *long yawns*

Do you believe this guy????????????

Is he having a mental breakdown or brain dysfunction to be this stupid?

Anyone who believes him is just as stupid as him, but then again he can always add in alot of spices just to frame people right?

The FB chat commenced late at night, then the following early morning (before 9 am) he sent me his office address.

Evening starts to bombard me.

Tsk... tsk.. tsk...

Reply him, he said i cheat bla bla bla, din reply he said xxxxxx. 

I really don't know how ridiculous can he be.

Btw, what do you know about my ex wo?


So now your gonna claim that you have some godly power where you can project the pass? *roll eyes 360 degree*

And the funny thing is you got it wrong sucker.

Please bear in mind, all this while he kept on saying that "I love you very much and i'll do anything for you" and many many more disgusting lame stuff.

Although i kept on telling him:

 NO NO NO, we are just friends and i'm currently enjoying my single life, please go for other girls they are way better than me.

How ignorant and stupid can he be??? 

That's why i always asked him to RE-READ back previous chats or messages.

Why he called me a cheater, i'm sure you get the idea. Because he is over confident, and he felt that girl MUST accept him.

I don't understand, cheat is when your in a relationship but failure to get the other girl is another thing.

The thing about the gift is when i received it i was very shocked, when i told him it's too expensive for me to accept he said "Its ok, as long u like it, its worth it" *roll eyes*

I know i know it's very embarrassing to know guy like Alvin, but i think it would be a great eye opener to let people aware of sucker like him do exist. 

I wonder am i actually lucky or just pure bad luck to know this guy.

This guy i named as Alvin was going after for quite some times, i know him back in 2010 if i'm not wrong and all this while he was the one that kept approaching me.

So finally around mid of 2011 we become better friends cause i was single that time and went through the emotional breakdown because of my previous failed relationship.


Then i just decided to give myself a chance to know more guys and this Alvin guy seems to be pretty harmless, decent, boring guy.

Someone that i would have never even bother or notice.

A more detail description of him:

30 YEARS OLD WORKING GUY (and he still act so childish, can you believe this)

Tom, Dick Harry kind of face with a very long hair nose sticking out *gross*

Average height, with slight hunch shoulder

Boring personality

SO AT THE END WHAT DID I DO?????
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Well i gave him the ipad2 of course, i really don't want to have anything to do with him.

And... i asked for brother's help to pass it to him.

Alvin asked me to post it to his office but then again my brother raise the question 'What if the parcel got lost?" and "What if he deny that he already receive the parcel and still insist on me giving him?"

Wow, that's so smart of my brother to foresee things like that.

Given by the nature of Alvin, we decided to take video of everything as a little proof and we asked him to  pay RM 450.00 for the money i spent on the casings, screen protector and the human transportation of delivering that ipad2 from Bintulu to Kuching.

The last message i sent him through the phone goes like this:

I can assure you it's in good condition.

After this SMS please promise me that you'll delete my numbers, messages or anything that are related to me because i'll totally erase you too.

I don't wish to have anything to do with you just like what you wanted.

If we happen to bum at each other outside, we are nothing but strangers because i don's wish to know to remember or know a 30 years old working guy that called a girl greedy, cheap, cheater, blame them on everything although he himself misunderstood, make the mistakes and pushy 

--> all this happen just because he was rejected and that everything was clarify.

Again i would like to clarify i didn't ask u to chase me or ask for any gift.

You randomly added girls in fb that have mutual friends with you, approached them, so its their fault because they posted pretty pics of themselves which induce you to add them, this is just a classic example.

I will never entertain or reply anything related to you anymore, so goodbye and take care.

Btw, please don't randomly claimed that i'm your gf or your ex, we never started and were only friends all.

I really don't wish to be associated with the like of you

-the end-

You see the purpose of me writing this is not because i hate him, i just simply have to let people know that people like this do exist and they might be crazy despite being stupid.


Just like when someone tell you to "becareful there's a crazy dog lurking around, dont let it get you or prepare yourself"

The conclusion is:

Just beware of ass hole like this guy. 

Feeling extremely pissed off

A certain friend of mine manage to make me pissed off last night, and i'm still pretty pissed off right now.
I hate it when they are being insensitive despite the fact that they are not a stranger.
It started when he asked me have anyone speak "bahasa" to me before and how do i feel.
I told him yes and its pretty often due to my tanned skin.
I told him that i hate it, felt annoyed when people do that but i cant blame them.
Then... he joked that he should probably start to speak "bahasa" with me as well.

*pop* That's the sound of me going to extreme pissed off mood.

Excuse me, you asked me how would i fell if people do that and now your trying to make a joke out of it.

Is this your sense of humor????
HA... HA... HA...

My turn to say sorry now.
i'm sorry i cant force myself to laugh cause ITS. NOT. FUNNY. AT. ALL.

Please have respect k.

Yayaya, he said sorry.

But that apology was for making me angry but not for being insensitive and a jerk.
His apologies are useless cause I'm sure the same thing will happen again plus it doesn't sound sincere.

Therefore with the power bestowed to me...
YOUR APOLOGIES ARE NOT ACCEPTED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.

The things that may annoyed me to the max

Ok I'm very sure everybody have likes and dislikes.
If you don't, stop pretending.
Who are you trying to convince?
Just as a precaution, for anyone who happened to know me by force or by accident, which i don't care.

So here it goes, the list of things that annoyed me to the max which i find it to be intolerable and pretty common:

1. AN INSENSITIVE JERK THAT THINK THAT THEY CAN MAKE JOKE OF ANYTHING WHICH THEY FIND IT FUNNY
- dear Joker, your NOT funny so don't force yourself k

2. PRETENDING TO BE CUTE
-Sincerely its DISGUSTING, you're like nearly hit the menopause but you still think that you're still a cute little baby with a diaper?

3.SMOKERS THAT THINK THAT THEY LOOKED COOL SMOKING
-There is this one question that has been lingering in my mind, where in the world do these guys get this idea???
-Smoking is already bad, and now you wanna act like the cool kid on the block. so UNCOOL

4.PEOPLE THAT ARE RACIST
-What are you guys doing? Cant you live in peace with everyone?
-Those who always stirr the racist issues HERE in hope to garner more voters or whatever, i hope they all choke with all those bullshits that they have been sprouting.

5.FAMILIES TAKING ADVANTAGE OF EACH OTHER
-Its unacceptable and sad when you see brothers and sisters taking advantages of each other and all they can think of are money, power and greed.

6.CONTROL FREAKS
-Its OK if you want to look or feel perfect to control yourself, but if you've gone overboard until the extant that you want to control other people as well. Do remember to ask yourself again and again WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
-If your some-kind of disciplinarian that is currently CONTROLLING people in jail, military or something like that during working hour is acceptable other than that you ought to be spank at the head.
-I ever encounter one, who thinks he is my bf. Tried to call me 20 times a day, and wants me to report everything I'm doing. Poor kid, too stupid to realized that his stupid and annoying.

These basically sum up everything.

There's no more US

June the 6, 2010.
This was the day when I finally drop the B word.
Goodbye and I really don't wish to see or hear anything from M.
SHIT happens and I really have to make a stop in it.
Full-stop.

I used to think that his the one for me.
The one and only guy i want to be with for the rest of my life...
To have a family of our own, a future together...
This is really saddening.
And the sadness feels endless.

I thought i can be strong
That i wont cry
That i wont bother
That it's ok
But the truth is...
The crying just wont stop

The disappointments are just to unbearable
To have put so much feelings and hopes on one person
SILLY ME

Going through this alone.....
In a shit hole
Where I'm pretending to be strong

Maybe all guys are the same
After they have the girl in their hand, they just take them for granted ^.^.
And that their boring
Not understanding
Being ridiculous
Its normal... this is world.

When i told him we can actually get marry, he said no cause his ideology is that after marry we need to have kids ASAP.
If cant no point.
The reason is CLEAR and SIMPLE

It was very heartbreaking to hear that.
It feels like at the end, our relationship is purely for kids and nothing else
Four years of what??
SHITS

But at the end of the day he just said it was a joke.
Hahahahaha
As if i don't know how to differentiate when is he joking.

Its very funny when he said tat I'm over sensitive or being ridiculous
When the fact is his been busy talking on the phone with another gal
Receiving friendly SMSs

That he just suddenly decided to cancel out our date after an hour late
But poor me... waiting and anticipating
WHOLE DAY

His busy this, busy that
Too busy to pick me, but it just so happened that his busy but able to pick other girl somewhere near for me to see that.
So unlucky of him.

Everybody thought i was being emotional and made the decision out of impulse, childish.

How can they say that??????
They don't even know what are the stories behind.
Just because i din cry o show my temper outside
Just because i din complaint

Well, cant blame them, not like i told them what really happened.

But when i tried to save our relationship
I was accused of dint try my best

when the truth is that i even waited for him to finish talking on the phone with another gal etc etc.

i remembered so clearly when there are few times when we had lunch together with his other friends
he totally forgotten abt me
walked and left me behind
Left me in the mall to accompany other 'friend'
Saying she needs help to buy clothes for her sister
So again i was left aside
ok... i have no right to be "angry"

when i asked him to go to the mall with me
he was angry.
he said its a waste of time
that he needed to rest
That I'm not understanding enough for asking him to accompany
Once a month seems to be too much
but i saw him out shopping with his other friend..

When he made promises that he dont even intend to make
again I'm not being understanding enough
Izzit too much when i requested to be with him just once a week?
YES his 'busy' 24/7

When i was blocked in his FB by his other friend...
We quarreled
The reason was because I'm 'crazy'
Because i was curious why i was blocked by his other friend
and that im funny for bothering about things like this
but don't u think its even funnier when he din think his other friend is weird n funny for blocking and deleting his own fiancee?

and its funny cause WHY can she access his FB account?

How can you expect me to bear with all this again and again?
It happens once, and it happens twice...
Till I've lost count of it

So I've learned to be more understanding enough
To set him free to do whatever he wants

When i finally made an end to this, he blamed his other friend.
But it was actually him himself that permit it to happened

Be gone evil thoughts

I've been very sinful lately.
i know it's wrong but still i can't resist it.
It's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong.
I know....
i know it's unfaithful for harboring feelings for another guy while i'm currently in a relationship.

But is it wrong to like or admirer another guy?
i admit in this case it's more than admire....
Ok, it's really wrong.
At least i admit it

How can i not like him?
when HE was the one that was to comfort n by my side at time of despair.
Lights up my mood
Bring out the smiles in me everytime we meet

Perhaps this is what we call crush?
Or perhaps HIS just an unlucky guy that happened to be there when i needed somebody the most?

I want to be selfish!
I want to be greedy!
I want to be pampered!
I want to have more than i can handle!

But I've made my choice and i shall be firm with it.
Goodbye to u whom i had crushed to.
Thanks for being a great friend

The decision is hard but it has to be done.
One at a time and that's it.

Blah it's only one side admiration, not like HE like me.
So, goodbye evil thoughts.

Typical Taurean

Got this from the net, i totally agree with this for my own behalf. Well I'm a double bull to begin with
(Ox in the Chinese astrology + Taurus)

Traditional Taurus TraitsPatient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving
On the dark side...Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self- indulgent and greedy

LIKES

• Stability
• Being Attracted
• Things Natural
• Time to Ponder
• Comfort and Pleasure

DISLIKES

• Disruption
• Being pushed too hard
• Synthetic or "man made" things
• Being rushed
• Being indoors

Going back

Im going back to kuching tonight.
yipeeee.
Finally i can have a good rest and HOLIDAYSSSSSSSS.
Oh yes..
Doing nothing, sleep, eat (doing whatever that can classify me as a lazy bum)
Its like a dream come true (^.^).
Not that im lazy.
Its just that, finally its holiday n i wanna pamper myself a bit wat
Who wouldn't

i have to make a confession.
The thing i miss the most at home is the WASHING MACHINE.
Yes, the one n only....THE washing machine....
Staying in the dorm was ok, but having to wash my own clothes manually using hand, its tormenting.
Especially when i have to wash my jeans n the clothes that i have been piling up for days.
*sob*
I think i need to explain myself about this.
Sometimes i have to left the clothes piled up because
1) it has been raining for days
2) too busy rushing for my final year projects,assignments etc
3) away for trips or things alike


The second on the list is the water heater
yeaaaaaaaaaa.
i miss u very much Water Heater.

Sorry mom n dad, i miss u all too.

But...
im gonna miss my bf in bintulu now *sobs*
haiz...
There's always a trade off in everything.
But then again for the time being I'll just have to console myself with the washing machine n water heater *wink*